Muse CPR meme

Headvoice CPR. To revive muses and their voices.

Anyone can talk to any of my characters or role play with them here. Just comment!

Alternatively, ask a character a question, any question, and they HAVE to answer completely honestly. Have to. It's the meme rule. Even if they'd normally lie, they suddenly have been hit with a truth serum of some kind and must tell the truth.

I listed my muses by name and fandom below:

conflictedagent - Renee Walker (24)
cynical_shadow - The Banker (Deal or No Deal USA)
didanexperiment - Terrence Allenby (OC)
johncasey - John Casey (Chuck)
nerdherdchuck - Chuck Bartowski (Chuck)

TM #297 - Crushed.

[Private Entry]

For one mission, Sarah and I were in the suburbs posing as a married couple. We knew somewhere in the neighborhood, Fulcrum was running a secret test to create their own Intersect.

So Sarah and I became Mr. and Mrs. Carmichael. There were photos created of Sarah and I together on our wedding day and on vacations together. We even had a dog.

It seemed like the life I wanted to live with her...if it was for real, I mean. If the marriage were real, if the life in the pictures was real...that sort of thing.

Of course, none of it was real. Not just the married life but the whole neighborhood, except for Sarah, Casey and I, was populated by undercover Fulcrum agents!

Sarah and I were captured by some of them and taken to a testing site. There, I was uploaded with their version of the Intersect computer. I was lucky to have survived - no one else had before.

But then, they were going to force Sarah to go through the same test. I knew she couldn't survive so I pretended to be under mind control. Meanwhile, Casey sneaked into the control room while all of the Fulcrum scientists prepped Sarah.

While I pretended to be under mind control, I approached Sarah I said in a monotone sort of voice that I'd like to give a message to her. And then I whispered to her, "Close your eyes."

A second later, Casey activated the computer. The Fulcrum agents didn't survive the test but Sarah did, since I shielded her from the images.

Later, after we returned from our mission, I went to see Sarah at the Orange Orange. After all we had been through, I thought maybe she'd want to go on a real date with me. We had been a pretend but almost real couple and I did just save her life...

I made an attempt to ask her out. "I thought that, you know, maybe we could enjoy a night in the suburbs. Order in, rent a movie...no mission to worry about. Just Mr. and Mrs. Carmichael. Maybe have some fun?"

But Sarah's response was not what I had hoped. "Chuck, we can't go back there. It was just a cover."

I was dejected, but I thought maybe I still had some sort of chance with her. "Yeah, I know that. I just thought-" I began.

Then, I was quickly interrupted by Sarah's reply. "Casey and I have to shut down the operation. Can we talk later?"

"Absolutely," was my response, and I gave her a longing glance before turning away.

Before I could leave, Sarah called out my name. I turned back and she pointed to the wedding band I was wearing for our cover. "I'm going to need that back," she said.

I attempted to being stoic as I handed the wedding band back to her. I doubt that I was able to hide just how crushed I was as I did so.

It was then that I knew that she didn't feel the same way about me as I do about her.

Muse: Chuck Bartowski
Fandom: Chuck
Word Count (excluding quotes from the episode): 449