TM #213 - Sorrow

[nerdherdchuck]

"There's enough sorrow in the world, isn't there, without trying to invent it."
E.M.Forster, A Room With A View.

Yeah, there is.


[Locked from those who don't know about Chuck's secret life]

There just might be a day...

I wish I could say for sure it'll never come. But it would probably be one the saddest days of my life. If I had to...I mean, they came so close...

If I had to say goodbye to Ellie, to Morgan, to everyone in my life...I dunno what I'd do. I mean, I probably won't get an actual chance to say anything to them. That almost happened. One minute I'm going on with my normal life, the next...

There would probably be some cover story where I...well, died or maybe got kidnapped or something. Probably that I died though. That seems to be how it works.

Thing is, I'd be off somewhere for my own safety...and theirs, though they don't know it. And everyone will think I'm dead. Like with Bryce, you know? Probably have a funeral and everything to make it official.

And I'll be in some cell with little contact with the outside world or something. A prisoner, really. Maybe someone will tip me off with how my family's doing if I'm lucky. You know, maybe bring me a picture or two of...say, Ellie and Awesome...and, oh I dunno, if they have kids maybe I'll see a picture of my niece or nephew.

*sighs*

That's probably what my future's gonna be like.



If I'm lucky.

Muse: Chuck Bartowski
Fandom: Chuck
Word Count: 226

Comments

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

If you were to disappear, I would find you. I would get you away from them.

[nerdherdchuck.livejournal.com]

Th-thanks, Hiro. I just...I just *glances down*

I hope that day never comes.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

As do I.