nerdherdchuck | (no subject)

That sounds wise. Perhaps you should do some things you know she likes to do. Especially if it is something she liked to do before that perhaps she did not do so often after you met.

I'll have to think back to things she liked before we started going out.

I think she would know that you really understood her.

It's like she knows I should but doesn't fully believe it.

She used to be very suspeicious of you, yes?

She was, yeah. She didn't know if I was involved in the plot to steal the Intersect or anything like that right away.

Of course, now, she at least knows we're on the same side. She knows I'm an actual spy - something I wasn't when this whole thing started. So...that part is different.

At least now that you are a spy you understand her better. Unfortunately, in this kind of situation you have all the advantage. And she is probably aware of that. You now all about her, but you are a stranger to her.

[nods sadly] You're right, Hiro.

It is a hard thing to get around.

[gives another sad nod] It really is.

How much have you told her about the two of you?

She knows we are...were?...married. She knows of the Intersect and that she was originally sent to watch me because of it. But I didn't bring up the house she had hoped we'd someday both own.

A good idea. That way she will not feel pressured. Right now, that kind of thing is your enemy.

Right. And if I pressure her, I might drive her away.

Very true. She will need to re-discover who you are to her.

Right.

But part of me wishes it could be as easy as a fairy tale. Like what Morgan proposed after watching a bunch of Disney movies with Clara - one kiss and everything's okay.

Did you try it?

I did. She let me kiss her, but nothing changed yet.

That is not good. If nothing else, I would think that the body memory - that is what it is called, yes? - would have helped.

Body memory? You mean sensory memory?

Guess the fairy tale cure was a long shot anyways. [sighs]

Oh, I thought it would be body because your body is involved.

But it still was a good idea. You never know unless you try, neh?

Well, sensory memories are more for feelings and emotions. Unless you were thinking of something else?

True. Very true.

I think you are right. I am not very good when it comes to medical matters.

Do you have any videos you made together? Perhaps that might help?

It's okay. I figured it out. [gives a reassuring smile]

Well, there are a couple. One from Comic Con. Another at the house she liked. And of course...the wedding videos for our wedding and Ellie and Awesome's wedding. Maybe I'll leave out our wedding video though.

The ComicCon ones sound good. It was something fun. Good times may help her remember.